Update!
I’m moving back to Atlanta today. Savannah, it’s been great but it’s time to move on to nicer houses, better jobs, and bigger cities. My dad’s getting me and Jacquie this after noon but we still haven’t finished packing. And we had to put stuff in garbage bags since we’re losers and didn’t keep our boxes from moving here… Leaving my awesome job sucks so much… I really miss it and my coworkers 
Hopefully I can see them again someday or even work there again.
I’ve recently decided to be completely drug-free.
And I’ve been wanting my surgery stuff done really badly lately… before it was just a distant dream and now it makes me cry sometimes. The worst is when I’m being intimate with my girlfriend and I forget that it’s there, and then I realize. Hopefully within a year or two… 
I’ve also been really wanting to be in a more intellectual and professional environment. I’m really sick of wearing all black, sick of hanging out with industrial scene people (other than my closest friends), and sick of not doing anything with my life. I still love the music, definitely, but I just don’t like all the losers and all the cliches and money influence that’s hitting industrial…
I really like dressing “nice” and cute now and talking to nerdy, successful people. I’ve been reading up on programming and such again and expanding my intellect and skill base. I’m so exited about going to college!!
